So here I am, back again. Typing on my new wireless solar powered keyboard. It is very nice and clicky. I am glad that Christmas is over since I was dreading so very badly. It went well and I can't really complain about any part of it. I do miss my dad and my siblings but I also know that they can sometimes be a strain on my mental well being and right now, I don't really think I could handle it.
The past few months have been a blur and I am still trying to make sense out of my new life. My theater closed down and I had to transfer to another one. School ended as well as it could. Two A's and a C. They really couldn't expect me to wake up that early every day to work out could they? I can deal with the C because it didn't drop my GPA below 3.6 so I am still sitting pretty. I have been really loving living in my apartment now. It is really starting to feel like my home. Also my landlord stopped by the night before Christmas and gave me an awesome LED flashlight and a gift card to Avenue Bread. I was shocked. I have never had such a cool and thoughtful landlord before. It was really nice but I kind of feel like I should have gotten him something but then again I pay him monthly for rent so I guess that helps him.
Life needs to get going for me though. Even though I have been busy as hell writing and trying to stay sane I still feel like I am falling behind in something. I don't really know what that something is but I really want it to reveal itself so that I can know how to fix it.
I guess you can never really get used to life and all of the ways it changes and morphs you. I may never be ready for change but I feel it coming and I will not fight it.
The past few months have been a blur and I am still trying to make sense out of my new life. My theater closed down and I had to transfer to another one. School ended as well as it could. Two A's and a C. They really couldn't expect me to wake up that early every day to work out could they? I can deal with the C because it didn't drop my GPA below 3.6 so I am still sitting pretty. I have been really loving living in my apartment now. It is really starting to feel like my home. Also my landlord stopped by the night before Christmas and gave me an awesome LED flashlight and a gift card to Avenue Bread. I was shocked. I have never had such a cool and thoughtful landlord before. It was really nice but I kind of feel like I should have gotten him something but then again I pay him monthly for rent so I guess that helps him.
Life needs to get going for me though. Even though I have been busy as hell writing and trying to stay sane I still feel like I am falling behind in something. I don't really know what that something is but I really want it to reveal itself so that I can know how to fix it.
I guess you can never really get used to life and all of the ways it changes and morphs you. I may never be ready for change but I feel it coming and I will not fight it.